I commented on someone’s GWA post yesterday, about her request for more vanilla audio with no kinks, and I said that I wondered if [love play] could be a new tag or type of fantasy. I’ve thought about this for a while - because even though many of my audios are loving, emotional, and deal with new or established romantic relationships, I’ve been really hesitant to do anything that actually describes being in love.
I’ve been scared to do it, in fact. I’m not sure why, exactly. Maybe it’s because I’ve been drawn to selfish, narcissistic jerks in my life who don’t have much of a heart. But a big part of it is simply that I’m afraid of ‘turning off’ listeners who don’t want to be in love with the woman they dream about fucking.
Maybe I’m wrong about this. Maybe I assume that men don’t want to be in love because the ones I meet don’t want to be, for reasons of their own that I’ll never know anything about. Maybe I’m just a little scared of the emotional vulnerability that comes with it. After all, as one guy told me once (about my audios) - ‘Love? Come on, you’re just moaning into a microphone for guys to fap to, get over yourself’
Whatever the case, I decided to not be so afraid of it anymore. If I turn off someone, good. There’s plenty of spank bank material out there for a quick fap or a ‘filthy’ fantasy - you don’t need to listen to me (or even to this one audio).
I hope ‘love play’ becomes a thing - it can be just one more thing to imagine, to get lost in, to fantasize about. I hope you enjoy ❤️
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